We don't always get what we want in life. Does it mean that we have to settle for what's in reach? At what point do we decide that we should be realistic and stop trying to get the impossible? Is being hopefull unrealistic? What do you think?


-inspirated by a close friend-

Well... blog is a lil funny today.... the text input box becomes a text button input box..
oh well.. Excalty like the way I feel, the blog for the day should be empty.....

Emptyness......... No emotion, No Feelings, No Dreams, No Hope, No nothin.... But I got Family, Friends, and someone very close to me that cares about what i feel.... :)



A Song Which I Love Very Much Right Now

Masih ada, perasaan, yang tak menunggu di hati
Bila ingat, sorot matamu yangku rasa berbeda
Oh, janganlah terjadi yg selaluku takutkan
beribu carakanku tempu

oh cintaku, ku mau tetep kamu yg jadi kekasih
Jangan Pernah Berubah
Selamanya, kanku jaga dirimu seperti kapas putih
dihatiku, takkanku buat noda... ohhh.. owww

Tajamkanlah, kerumatamu bayangkan aku disisimu
Oh.. jgnlah terjadi yg selaluku takkukan,
beribu carakanku tempu...


oh cintaku, ku mau tetep kamu yg jadi kekasih
Jangan Pernah Berubah
Selamanya, kanku jaga dirimu seperti kapas putih
dihatiku, takkanku buat noda... ohhh.. owww

Wowww Yeaahh....

oohh....

Ohh Jgn lah terjadi, yg selaluku takutkan
beribu carakanku tempu...

oh cintaku, ku mau tetep kamu yg jadi kekasih
Jangan Pernah Berubah
Selamanya, kanku jaga dirimu seperti kapas putih
dihatiku, takkanku buat noda... ohhh.. owww

While a part of us want to let go, another part of us wants to stay, to dream, to believe that someday we could relive that role we once played. Some dreams stays with us forever, some dreams becomes reality, and some just becomes forgotten.

Some people chose to live in perfection, I guess I'm one of them. But I end up drowning in my own hopes in search for perfection. We spend our lifes looking for perfection, but in the end, we dont get what we wanted, what we get is a substitude of what we wanted. The question comes, are you ready to accept the substitution as a whole? I MEAN "WHOLE" And not letting the substitude remain in the shadow of the original want that we once hoped. Are you??

I believe in fairy tales (or at least once i believed), but does anyone ever knows what happens to Cinderella after she got married with prince charming? As time goes by reality does strike, that.. "the life we have is what we created it to be." Well, as much as i want to believe, that statement isn't so true after all. Cinderella did chose to leave her step mother in search of a better life with prince charming. But if life with prince charming doesn't turn out to be what Cinderella expected, should Cinderella be blamed for picking the wrong prince? or should prince charming be blamed for being who he is? and what he's not capable of providing Cinderella?

If the statment, "the life we have is what we created it to be" is correct, that makes Cinderella a full failure in live, for making the wrong decision. But what wrong did she do to deserve a life full of torture, pain and tears? Is one to blame if they changed due to certain, disappointments, misjudgments and regrets?

As time goes on, we begin to accept the fact that, LIFE is what we allow ourselves to be. LIFE we live, is how we created it to be. LIFE is the reflections of our dreams.

Only it depends on the person, on how well one is capable of turning their dream into reality. Maybe in time, I shall be........