emank gw yg aneh... apa gw yg mulai gak bisa communicate dgn orang2 di bumi ini??? gw mulai gak ngertii orang2 yg ada sekitar gw.... ada yg mengatahkan cinta... ada yg mengatahkan rindu... apa siy arti sebuat kata?? apa ada maknanya??? penting gak siyy kata2? WORDS ARE STILL WORDS!
knp siy semua orang suka bener maksain gw??? knp gak ada orang satu pun di bumi ini yg ngerti gw???????? kenapaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa??? GW PENGEN PERGI JAUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH DARI MUKA BUMI INI!!!!!!!!
apa gw perlu teriak2 sambil bernangis baru orang ngerti bawa gw sedang banyak pikiran dan sudah gak sanggup lagi? kenapa segala sesuatu yg gw perbuat selalu salah?? AM I THAT BAD??? DO I FAIL THAT BADDDD?? WHAT AM I DOING WRONGGGGGG??? SOMEONE PLEASEE TELL!!!!!
Sunday, August 22, 2004
huahhhh... sudah lamaa gak ngebloggg... ada yg gossip saya mau die nikahin pulaaa... ckckckc :P
Well, hari ini berada die rumah barukuh die macau. This place always give me some sense of security, even though it's a part of me that's long been gone. This place used to be where I learn to believe that things will never change, where everything seems to belong and so in reach to me.
However, as I grew up, I learn that there is absolutely nothing that's absolute, other than the earth is round, the sun will always shine even behind the thickest crowd of clouds and that there is a God.
Despite all the circumstances, often it's not a choice, but a must that one has to move on. Some things leaves great impact to one's life, could be good :P, but apparently most of the time it isn't. People say, those that instances that can cause someone to change always are ones that are trumatic. It's often hard to tell ourselves that we have tortured ourselves enough, as we don't often seem to judge ourselves as others truly see us. The bother line between right and wrong is faint that no even a single soul in the world to see. Who is to judge what's right and what's wrong?? Some tribes in the time we live in still believe that eating human flesh of deceased elderly as a respect. But others might see it as psychological disorder.
Well, hari ini berada die rumah barukuh die macau. This place always give me some sense of security, even though it's a part of me that's long been gone. This place used to be where I learn to believe that things will never change, where everything seems to belong and so in reach to me.
However, as I grew up, I learn that there is absolutely nothing that's absolute, other than the earth is round, the sun will always shine even behind the thickest crowd of clouds and that there is a God.
Despite all the circumstances, often it's not a choice, but a must that one has to move on. Some things leaves great impact to one's life, could be good :P, but apparently most of the time it isn't. People say, those that instances that can cause someone to change always are ones that are trumatic. It's often hard to tell ourselves that we have tortured ourselves enough, as we don't often seem to judge ourselves as others truly see us. The bother line between right and wrong is faint that no even a single soul in the world to see. Who is to judge what's right and what's wrong?? Some tribes in the time we live in still believe that eating human flesh of deceased elderly as a respect. But others might see it as psychological disorder.
Some people suffer from physical abuse, others suffer from emotional and verbal abuse. If I were to go through any of abuse I mentioned above, I'd say I'd rather be phyically abuse. Sometimes people dont realise words and hurt someone so deep it leaves a scar with the person for the rest of their lives, and the person lives around circling the wound forever. Leaving the person to drown in their own sorrow. Believe it or not at that instance, God always gives those people a precious gift of love so pure and true.
However.... the person so trumatic too see beyond their own pain and sorrow buried see deep into their soul. The person often fail to see the precious gift. When the true sorrow isn't the words that one's been tortured with before, but letting time and the gift of love slip away. once.... twice.... ..... .... ..... the time continues ticking while the person fail to even notice.
Dont ever let love past you by, just because you can't get over the past.
For the past is definate but the future is infinate.
Tuesday, June 15, 2004
I believe this year is gonna be the year that's gonna have the biggest impact of life. I read a zodiac coloumn a few hours ago, and it states one thing that stayed on my mind
"libra often dont realise what they get themselves into, realizing it only when it's too late to back out"
I wonder if star signs does have such impact on human behaviour? Could the stars really tell what each person born with the same star sign go through the same thing? IF it is, then i might not be the only one that is going through the excat thing. I just wonder how others are coping with it. As i dont have a clue as to have to resolve this.
"libra often dont realise what they get themselves into, realizing it only when it's too late to back out"
I wonder if star signs does have such impact on human behaviour? Could the stars really tell what each person born with the same star sign go through the same thing? IF it is, then i might not be the only one that is going through the excat thing. I just wonder how others are coping with it. As i dont have a clue as to have to resolve this.
Wednesday, June 09, 2004
A path I chose has no turning back, will I regret what I had started?
a sudden rush of memories rush back, as they flashes through my mind. I begin to wonder if I had chosen the right decision.
I had a calendar hanging on my wall, as I looked, it was a calendar which I had left untouched for 5 years, since June 1999. As I stared at it, I begin to realize, that was when my decision of this path had begun, not realizing it had begun, realizing it only when it comes to and end. It's so peculiar that sometimes some decisions are just a mare instance of buying more time. But when our consciousness come into play it'd too late , coz we cannot change the reality any more.
The moral of the story??? Be spontaneous! Be impulsive! Be You !
a sudden rush of memories rush back, as they flashes through my mind. I begin to wonder if I had chosen the right decision.
I had a calendar hanging on my wall, as I looked, it was a calendar which I had left untouched for 5 years, since June 1999. As I stared at it, I begin to realize, that was when my decision of this path had begun, not realizing it had begun, realizing it only when it comes to and end. It's so peculiar that sometimes some decisions are just a mare instance of buying more time. But when our consciousness come into play it'd too late , coz we cannot change the reality any more.
The moral of the story??? Be spontaneous! Be impulsive! Be You !
Monday, June 07, 2004
sepasang suami istri, Sang suami sudah hampir mati, dan sang istri memegangi tangan suaminya. Lalu suaminya berkata:
Suami: "Istriku..."
Istri: "Stss... diamlah... jangan terlalu banyak bicara.. karena akan mengganggu kesehatanmu"
Suami: "Tapi istriku... ada yang perlu aku akui..."
Istri:"tak ada yang perlu diakui lagi.."
Suami: "TIDAK!! kalo aku tidak mengakuinya, maka aku tidak akan meninggal dengan tenang.. Taukah kamu aku telah meniduri kakakmu, ibumu, adikmu, dan temen baikmu.."
Istri: "Aku sudah tau.. maka dari itu aku meracuni kamu!!"
Suami: "Istriku..."
Istri: "Stss... diamlah... jangan terlalu banyak bicara.. karena akan mengganggu kesehatanmu"
Suami: "Tapi istriku... ada yang perlu aku akui..."
Istri:"tak ada yang perlu diakui lagi.."
Suami: "TIDAK!! kalo aku tidak mengakuinya, maka aku tidak akan meninggal dengan tenang.. Taukah kamu aku telah meniduri kakakmu, ibumu, adikmu, dan temen baikmu.."
Istri: "Aku sudah tau.. maka dari itu aku meracuni kamu!!"
If veronika decides to die (Paulo Coelho) and she was given another chance. Would my mistakes be forgiven too? As much as one hopes, when there's no way out but to come out of the nuthole, they'd be forgiven. But when one does come out of d nuthole, will the society ever have the same respect for the person? Veronika had to deal with the consequence of her action that she was to be kept in a mental hospital. Wasn't because she was mad, just a silly action of hers that induce a general stereotyping by human. Abnormality and Normality, is just another stereotype, whose to judge where one belongs in which category.
I read a very interesting story from the book, "a certain amount of potion was added to a common well in a kingdom, which happens to be the source of drinkin water for the whole kingdom. The potion added in, was a potion to turn everyone queer. Everyone in the kingdom drank the water and turned queer. The Royals being in a castle has a seperate well. When everyone in the kingdom turned queer, only the royals could see the truth. However, since everyone was already queer, the ones that was view queer by the community, was the royals. When the Royals attempt to implement some changes to fix the current situation, everyone in the community lost their respect for the royals. The Royals which they once respected. They rebelled and requested for the royals to leave their throne." Do you think the royals should leave their throne, or to keep their throne, but drink from the common well and to turn queer only to seem normal to the rest of the kingdom and to keep their throne?
It's often hard to decide which decision to make and which decision to go foward with. However, either ways one is forced to choose, coz, "Everyone" need to belong in a category. "Normal or Abnormal" But who should be the judge?
I read a very interesting story from the book, "a certain amount of potion was added to a common well in a kingdom, which happens to be the source of drinkin water for the whole kingdom. The potion added in, was a potion to turn everyone queer. Everyone in the kingdom drank the water and turned queer. The Royals being in a castle has a seperate well. When everyone in the kingdom turned queer, only the royals could see the truth. However, since everyone was already queer, the ones that was view queer by the community, was the royals. When the Royals attempt to implement some changes to fix the current situation, everyone in the community lost their respect for the royals. The Royals which they once respected. They rebelled and requested for the royals to leave their throne." Do you think the royals should leave their throne, or to keep their throne, but drink from the common well and to turn queer only to seem normal to the rest of the kingdom and to keep their throne?
It's often hard to decide which decision to make and which decision to go foward with. However, either ways one is forced to choose, coz, "Everyone" need to belong in a category. "Normal or Abnormal" But who should be the judge?
Friday, April 30, 2004
Tuesday, March 30, 2004
Falling so deep into a black hole
no sense of direction,
hoping a compass will fall from the sky,
left me dreamy, as it never happened,
following my instinct to find a way.
wishing and hoping to see the light,
but found nothing but total blindness,
maybe my instinct aint so right after all.
looking up at the dark blue sky,
as the moon brighten up the night.
I see the moon and the stars starring and laughing at me.
trying to prove them wrong, disregarding their opinion.
I keep walking and walking, following my senses.
Spending years to make the world believe that I wasnt lost.
I've forgotten, the true reason, of being,
about finding my path to light.
As I begin to get weary,
I begin to ponder, if I had pick another path,
would I still be here?
Walking and Walking around in circles,
never realizing it'd became my full time job and lost my purpose to live.
For the sake of not letting the world that matters down for a moment,
I have now have no where to go, but to keep falling.
I don't know how to get out,
as no one knows where I am.
A skillfully master plan of lies leaves me in dissertation.
Living in denial forever, and may loneliness be my friend forever.
ARE YOU A FIGHTER? OR A LOOSER???
Failure isn't a choice but it's a hurdle for us to aim higher :)
no sense of direction,
hoping a compass will fall from the sky,
left me dreamy, as it never happened,
following my instinct to find a way.
wishing and hoping to see the light,
but found nothing but total blindness,
maybe my instinct aint so right after all.
looking up at the dark blue sky,
as the moon brighten up the night.
I see the moon and the stars starring and laughing at me.
trying to prove them wrong, disregarding their opinion.
I keep walking and walking, following my senses.
Spending years to make the world believe that I wasnt lost.
I've forgotten, the true reason, of being,
about finding my path to light.
As I begin to get weary,
I begin to ponder, if I had pick another path,
would I still be here?
Walking and Walking around in circles,
never realizing it'd became my full time job and lost my purpose to live.
For the sake of not letting the world that matters down for a moment,
I have now have no where to go, but to keep falling.
I don't know how to get out,
as no one knows where I am.
A skillfully master plan of lies leaves me in dissertation.
Living in denial forever, and may loneliness be my friend forever.
ARE YOU A FIGHTER? OR A LOOSER???
Failure isn't a choice but it's a hurdle for us to aim higher :)
Sunday, March 28, 2004
I cam across the word lonliness today... Didn't really think much about it, until I had to talk about it on air. It kept me wondering do I feel lonely??
People might begin to see me as being too far away, and distant from the world, and being in my nutshell for far too often. I met someone really great a few days ago, turns out there are people whom are excatly like me. Which means that being in my own bubble or my nutshell doesn't mean that I'm lonely, I'm just a person that loves my personal space.
These few years has really changed me, from a person who's enemy with loneliness to a person that has became friends and made such deal with it. So proud of myself :P I have became a person that's cold, far too cold that I could ever thought a person could ever be :P But well, I get to feel the ying and yang of both sides, even though I don't intend to stay here forever, but I know, for now, this is where I wanna be....
It takes something very impactable to ever change a person, both views and perceptions and being. I would say not alot of people have influenced or changed me, although I have in some ways build some particular perceptions based on what I have felt could be good for myself. But there are a few people that did changed me totally. At that point in time, I really thought I was totally right about everything, maybe I'm just so used to making my own decisions, having to trust my own instings.
Being spoiled isn't an option, but it's something that feels great, but in the end, we dont realize we become far too dependant on it. And when we lose that pillar in our lives we become lost, I make an oath to myself that I will always learn to be dependant only to myself. But how dependant should one be to oneself, without coming across being to cold and becoming an Iceberg??
People might begin to see me as being too far away, and distant from the world, and being in my nutshell for far too often. I met someone really great a few days ago, turns out there are people whom are excatly like me. Which means that being in my own bubble or my nutshell doesn't mean that I'm lonely, I'm just a person that loves my personal space.
These few years has really changed me, from a person who's enemy with loneliness to a person that has became friends and made such deal with it. So proud of myself :P I have became a person that's cold, far too cold that I could ever thought a person could ever be :P But well, I get to feel the ying and yang of both sides, even though I don't intend to stay here forever, but I know, for now, this is where I wanna be....
It takes something very impactable to ever change a person, both views and perceptions and being. I would say not alot of people have influenced or changed me, although I have in some ways build some particular perceptions based on what I have felt could be good for myself. But there are a few people that did changed me totally. At that point in time, I really thought I was totally right about everything, maybe I'm just so used to making my own decisions, having to trust my own instings.
Being spoiled isn't an option, but it's something that feels great, but in the end, we dont realize we become far too dependant on it. And when we lose that pillar in our lives we become lost, I make an oath to myself that I will always learn to be dependant only to myself. But how dependant should one be to oneself, without coming across being to cold and becoming an Iceberg??
Thursday, March 18, 2004
The circle of life,
why do i keep getting the same thing over and over again? Haven't I learn enough from the previous ones? or Is one proned to be attracted by the same thing?? Am I to blame If I keep picking the same thing, and having to go through the same thing OVER AND OVER? IF i'm NOT? HOW THeN?
I am the only one that could help myself to get out of this circle.... so? what are you waiting for?? GET OUT!! GET OUT!! GET WHAT U WANT NOW!!! Second chances might not come around....
and End of days is coming soon...
why do i keep getting the same thing over and over again? Haven't I learn enough from the previous ones? or Is one proned to be attracted by the same thing?? Am I to blame If I keep picking the same thing, and having to go through the same thing OVER AND OVER? IF i'm NOT? HOW THeN?
I am the only one that could help myself to get out of this circle.... so? what are you waiting for?? GET OUT!! GET OUT!! GET WHAT U WANT NOW!!! Second chances might not come around....
and End of days is coming soon...
Monday, March 15, 2004
If one could be treated with respect would you allow people to treat you like trash? When everyone else and everything else is more important than you, would you still allow people to treat you that way?? Always having the left overs, having to serve everyone else before yourself, where you could surviving comfortably without any of their help? Why then should one not rebel against what they are faced upon.
I feel like I wanna run,
but I have no place to run nor hide.
when the only comfort turns against me
and refuse to even listen,
I am here yet alone again,
listening to my pulse, waiting for a revolution.
Have I just became someone that I used to hate?
A self pitying, helpless, person whom seem to brag about the same thing over and over,
but yet not do anything about it?
Now I begin to understand the pressure and the feeling.
No one truly understand what one has to go through other than themselves.
Being Fat and Invisible
It's so funny how fatter people tend to become invisible to others, not mentioning the physical size. I've been The GirL, where all eyes as I walk. And I've been the Invisible GirL, where I'm almost non existent. I would say I'm a happy person no matter what i physically appear to people. It turns out there's a limit to that. It's so amazing I had never view it this way. But I promised myself I would not allow others to make me in anyway, to change my perception as to how I should be, or how I should look. So glad to be in control, So glad to be able to feel good about myself.
I feel like I wanna run,
but I have no place to run nor hide.
when the only comfort turns against me
and refuse to even listen,
I am here yet alone again,
listening to my pulse, waiting for a revolution.
Have I just became someone that I used to hate?
A self pitying, helpless, person whom seem to brag about the same thing over and over,
but yet not do anything about it?
Now I begin to understand the pressure and the feeling.
No one truly understand what one has to go through other than themselves.
Being Fat and Invisible
It's so funny how fatter people tend to become invisible to others, not mentioning the physical size. I've been The GirL, where all eyes as I walk. And I've been the Invisible GirL, where I'm almost non existent. I would say I'm a happy person no matter what i physically appear to people. It turns out there's a limit to that. It's so amazing I had never view it this way. But I promised myself I would not allow others to make me in anyway, to change my perception as to how I should be, or how I should look. So glad to be in control, So glad to be able to feel good about myself.
Wednesday, March 03, 2004
I found a beautiful gift, the beautiful gift of life, I've never seen, which had always been in front of my eyes. I have neglected every gift God has given to me. Maybe this was the only way to make me see, for a better future. God never give us more or less that what we're capable to give and accept. But it's how we respond and handle that situation that matters.
We aren't born to be perfect, but we are born given the freedom of choice. You may choose to live, you may choose to die, you may choose to dream, you may choose to be in anger, you may choose to live in pain, you may choose ego over life, you may choose to fail, you may choose to drown in sorrow. It's all up to you... but why don't we just choose to live? Not a perfect life, not a dreamy life, but just life as it is... No more no less
Artist : India Arie
Title : Beautiful Suprise
It's like yesterday
I didn?t even know your name
Now today
You're always on my mind
I never could have predicted that I feel this way
You're beautiful surprise
Intoxicated every time I hear your voice
You've got me on a natural high
It's almost like I didn?t even have a choice
You're beautiful surprise
Whatever it is you came to teach me
I am here to learn it cause
I believe that we?re written in the stars
I don't know the future hopes
But I'm living in the moment
And I'm thankful for the man that you are, you are, you are
You are everything I ask for in my prayers
So I know my angels brought you to my life
Your energy is healing to my soul
You're beautiful surprise
You're inspiration to my life
You're the reason why I smile
You're beautiful surprise
We aren't born to be perfect, but we are born given the freedom of choice. You may choose to live, you may choose to die, you may choose to dream, you may choose to be in anger, you may choose to live in pain, you may choose ego over life, you may choose to fail, you may choose to drown in sorrow. It's all up to you... but why don't we just choose to live? Not a perfect life, not a dreamy life, but just life as it is... No more no less
Artist : India Arie
Title : Beautiful Suprise
It's like yesterday
I didn?t even know your name
Now today
You're always on my mind
I never could have predicted that I feel this way
You're beautiful surprise
Intoxicated every time I hear your voice
You've got me on a natural high
It's almost like I didn?t even have a choice
You're beautiful surprise
Whatever it is you came to teach me
I am here to learn it cause
I believe that we?re written in the stars
I don't know the future hopes
But I'm living in the moment
And I'm thankful for the man that you are, you are, you are
You are everything I ask for in my prayers
So I know my angels brought you to my life
Your energy is healing to my soul
You're beautiful surprise
You're inspiration to my life
You're the reason why I smile
You're beautiful surprise
Tuesday, February 24, 2004
Thursday, February 19, 2004
Well... blog is a lil funny today.... the text input box becomes a text button input box..
oh well.. Excalty like the way I feel, the blog for the day should be empty.....
Emptyness......... No emotion, No Feelings, No Dreams, No Hope, No nothin.... But I got Family, Friends, and someone very close to me that cares about what i feel.... :)
A Song Which I Love Very Much Right Now
Masih ada, perasaan, yang tak menunggu di hati
Bila ingat, sorot matamu yangku rasa berbeda
Oh, janganlah terjadi yg selaluku takutkan
beribu carakanku tempu
oh cintaku, ku mau tetep kamu yg jadi kekasih
Jangan Pernah Berubah
Selamanya, kanku jaga dirimu seperti kapas putih
dihatiku, takkanku buat noda... ohhh.. owww
Tajamkanlah, kerumatamu bayangkan aku disisimu
Oh.. jgnlah terjadi yg selaluku takkukan,
beribu carakanku tempu...
oh cintaku, ku mau tetep kamu yg jadi kekasih
Jangan Pernah Berubah
Selamanya, kanku jaga dirimu seperti kapas putih
dihatiku, takkanku buat noda... ohhh.. owww
Wowww Yeaahh....
oohh....
Ohh Jgn lah terjadi, yg selaluku takutkan
beribu carakanku tempu...
oh cintaku, ku mau tetep kamu yg jadi kekasih
Jangan Pernah Berubah
Selamanya, kanku jaga dirimu seperti kapas putih
dihatiku, takkanku buat noda... ohhh.. owww
oh well.. Excalty like the way I feel, the blog for the day should be empty.....
Emptyness......... No emotion, No Feelings, No Dreams, No Hope, No nothin.... But I got Family, Friends, and someone very close to me that cares about what i feel.... :)
A Song Which I Love Very Much Right Now
Masih ada, perasaan, yang tak menunggu di hati
Bila ingat, sorot matamu yangku rasa berbeda
Oh, janganlah terjadi yg selaluku takutkan
beribu carakanku tempu
oh cintaku, ku mau tetep kamu yg jadi kekasih
Jangan Pernah Berubah
Selamanya, kanku jaga dirimu seperti kapas putih
dihatiku, takkanku buat noda... ohhh.. owww
Tajamkanlah, kerumatamu bayangkan aku disisimu
Oh.. jgnlah terjadi yg selaluku takkukan,
beribu carakanku tempu...
oh cintaku, ku mau tetep kamu yg jadi kekasih
Jangan Pernah Berubah
Selamanya, kanku jaga dirimu seperti kapas putih
dihatiku, takkanku buat noda... ohhh.. owww
Wowww Yeaahh....
oohh....
Ohh Jgn lah terjadi, yg selaluku takutkan
beribu carakanku tempu...
oh cintaku, ku mau tetep kamu yg jadi kekasih
Jangan Pernah Berubah
Selamanya, kanku jaga dirimu seperti kapas putih
dihatiku, takkanku buat noda... ohhh.. owww
Tuesday, February 17, 2004
While a part of us want to let go, another part of us wants to stay, to dream, to believe that someday we could relive that role we once played. Some dreams stays with us forever, some dreams becomes reality, and some just becomes forgotten.
Some people chose to live in perfection, I guess I'm one of them. But I end up drowning in my own hopes in search for perfection. We spend our lifes looking for perfection, but in the end, we dont get what we wanted, what we get is a substitude of what we wanted. The question comes, are you ready to accept the substitution as a whole? I MEAN "WHOLE" And not letting the substitude remain in the shadow of the original want that we once hoped. Are you??
I believe in fairy tales (or at least once i believed), but does anyone ever knows what happens to Cinderella after she got married with prince charming? As time goes by reality does strike, that.. "the life we have is what we created it to be." Well, as much as i want to believe, that statement isn't so true after all. Cinderella did chose to leave her step mother in search of a better life with prince charming. But if life with prince charming doesn't turn out to be what Cinderella expected, should Cinderella be blamed for picking the wrong prince? or should prince charming be blamed for being who he is? and what he's not capable of providing Cinderella?
If the statment, "the life we have is what we created it to be" is correct, that makes Cinderella a full failure in live, for making the wrong decision. But what wrong did she do to deserve a life full of torture, pain and tears? Is one to blame if they changed due to certain, disappointments, misjudgments and regrets?
As time goes on, we begin to accept the fact that, LIFE is what we allow ourselves to be. LIFE we live, is how we created it to be. LIFE is the reflections of our dreams.
Only it depends on the person, on how well one is capable of turning their dream into reality. Maybe in time, I shall be........
Some people chose to live in perfection, I guess I'm one of them. But I end up drowning in my own hopes in search for perfection. We spend our lifes looking for perfection, but in the end, we dont get what we wanted, what we get is a substitude of what we wanted. The question comes, are you ready to accept the substitution as a whole? I MEAN "WHOLE" And not letting the substitude remain in the shadow of the original want that we once hoped. Are you??
I believe in fairy tales (or at least once i believed), but does anyone ever knows what happens to Cinderella after she got married with prince charming? As time goes by reality does strike, that.. "the life we have is what we created it to be." Well, as much as i want to believe, that statement isn't so true after all. Cinderella did chose to leave her step mother in search of a better life with prince charming. But if life with prince charming doesn't turn out to be what Cinderella expected, should Cinderella be blamed for picking the wrong prince? or should prince charming be blamed for being who he is? and what he's not capable of providing Cinderella?
If the statment, "the life we have is what we created it to be" is correct, that makes Cinderella a full failure in live, for making the wrong decision. But what wrong did she do to deserve a life full of torture, pain and tears? Is one to blame if they changed due to certain, disappointments, misjudgments and regrets?
As time goes on, we begin to accept the fact that, LIFE is what we allow ourselves to be. LIFE we live, is how we created it to be. LIFE is the reflections of our dreams.
Only it depends on the person, on how well one is capable of turning their dream into reality. Maybe in time, I shall be........
